How's life?

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I am so dead.
Physics test tomorrow. Haven't studied at all. hajsdgjsgdhjsgdhjs
Feeling sad and don't know why.
Feeling like punching everyone.

Silence kills.

I miss my family so so so so bad.
I miss my friends so so so bad.

Wanna turn to Allah, but ashamed to face Him.

What has happen to me.
I've become so insecure and overthinking every little crap.

Haih. What have I become.

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