I don't know anymore
yes, yet another dispassionate, disheartening, depressing post. what? It's not like I control the action of my hormones okay, life would be such a delight if I actually could. thoughts, emotions and actions. these three doesn't quite seem to connect well with each other. it's always one is messing up or unstable or they all just collapse. Right now, it's the floppy fall of all three. Honestly, I have no apparent reason to be feeling this way, but I just do. And when I try to figure out a reason for this feelings, I end up overthinking everything and just break under the pressure. Am I broken? No. Are my train of thoughts broken? Most probably. i guess this kind of sorrowfulness is something you can't embrace or even solve. it's either you dwell in it or drown in it. Until your hormones starts to be stable, then you'll get that slight grip of happiness back, hopefully. Feeling insecure, jealous and not having the highest self-esteem right now. I walk p